Hope:-)

I have always understood the meaning of the word 'hope' in an abstract sense, until recently when all that could lift me from the dumps was HOPE itself. Life had suddenly thrown in my face hope, and how beautiful it tasted and felt. I could now sleep in absolute peace, not dreading the middle of the night when the whole world is dead asleep and nothing can offer a sense of relief. I had hope and what a joy it felt, i couldn't wait to give someone else  a little bit of this that had so graciously been given to me. It was God's way of saying i was not forgotten, that i was loved and that somehow he would find a way of keeping his promise to me.
So then hope set me on a journey, i could literally see possibilities, i started dreaming again, making plans, enjoying the renewed work of my dear palate:-) hope had given me a sense of purpose again. I was overwhelmed, i could now hear my own voice belting out in a beautiful song seeing the future rising before me.......i was full of hope and it was overwhelming!

God loved me and had not passed me by, sadly i had thought that possibly he had become so busy else where or rather that somehow i had not pleased him enough for his love to stay with me. How wrong i was!!! so wrong. God is steadfast, unchanging, immovable and unchangeable. Hebrews 6:17-19, reminds me that by two things in which it is impossible for God to lie....it is impossible for God to lie. He will love me no matter what, he will never leave me nor forsake, he is my God and am his child and he will never ever stop loving me. He ultimately is my HOPE. I am loved, blessed & highly favored. God has not forgotten me!!!!

There is hope:-)