You are too:)

Its amazing how the bible uses beautiful imagery to create a link between relationships especially between the father and his children. one that stands out for me is ' for God rejoices over you with singing' so in essence he has a melody over me. Then that song becomes the melody singing in my heart . I begin to behold what God is, he has sang his desire over me and then into me. His desires become mine, in another place it says he will give me the desires of my heart, on a closer look it really is his own placed in me. The melody of heaven becoming my song. it speaks of an intimacy with God becoming one deeper than any human mind can fathom. The beauty of two becoming one, my life singing his song- how beautiful is that?? I so in love with him that i emanate his image and person, becoming a reflection so like him before long no apparent distinction. I am his and he is mine, i become the revelation of the sons of God the world is eagerly waiting for. After all becoming like the father is not a rigmarole - a seemingly complicated set of rules or procedures stipulated by men. Instead a slow dance in step with the father one of intimate talk, a closeness so intense that i cannot help wanting to be like him, my heart feeling the pains of his. Mine being fully aware of the rose amidst thorns and then am ready to fall in love with him so intensely that the knowledge that this moment will not last long diminishes all i care about is being with him, a transfusion of soul to soul flowing into each other so oblivious of time and space, i hold on to this moment completely aware that this is all i have then like partners who have to leave the dance floor, we look each other in the eyes and the father speaks to me with a tenderness so profound, i can tangibly touch the silky tone of his voice, time stands still and then he says with all that he is....i love you , i have waited so long to find someone i can have confidence in....you are finally here.

I look in awe completely struck, like a young lass in love, am blown away at the thought that a God so beyond anything made can have confidence in one so insignificant. He turns to go and am left basking in the awesomeness of love and the passion that turns the eyes away from anything feeble to reveal the beauty hidden so deep.

Wow!! He said he had confidence in me, i heard him say he loved me, so softly into my ears such sweetness and then ...a surge of srength and purpose broke through my being. Life was never going to be the same again. I am loved, i am loved.....so loved.

Phoebe